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Showed up at court this week, spent money crossing the bridge, parking, gas for the car only to show up and be told court had been cancelled and rescheduled for next Monday...well isn't that special! Was supposed to get my new teeth on Monday, told the bailiff this, but once home got to thinking about it, and rather than stoop to begging the judge for a different date, have re-schedule my appointment with the dentist who was none to happy about it, but it is what it is.
Financially...just cannot seem to catch a break. Bank of America ran out of patience with my overdrawn savings account, so I had barely deposited checks this week when they swooped in and took out $430 dollars to bring my savings account balance back up to zero...sigh...had hoped I could just carry that negative balance for a while longer while I tried to play catch up on bills. Verizon called for both accounts which I knew were past due...it was shut off time, so had to pay those two bills, and on Friday I have no choice but to pay my November car payment which was due on the 1st of November, and insurance is due and payable as well. Bottom line...once these payments are taken care of, I am back down around having ZERO money again.
The rest of my bills...not been paid in MONTHS, and do not see that changing any time soon. So tired of all this juggling, tired of trying to HANG ON. It's one in the afternoon...probably going to miss work as I wait on a heat repair man...not that it matters as Sunday and Monday as a driver were nothing more than an exercise in futility. Looking for another job, but fact of the matter is, there are just too many strikes against me, no one seems interested, and if someone is interested, I have the very real problem that I cannot take a job that would jeopardize my apartment, as I simply do not have any money with which to pay rent if I lost my part time position here.
Juggling, that is all I do any more, and getting tired of it. Which reminds me...I have to fill up my gas tank before Saturday so that I have the ability to drive to work, to make it to court on Monday...maybe I should look into selling blood. On the bright side of the ledger...at least I have pies for Thanksgiving...had a slice of pumpkin last night, and it was pretty damn good if I say so myself. Think I am going to pull on a coat and walk the three blocks to downtown Nyack for a dozen eggs so that I can make a few deviled eggs tomorrow morning.
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